I've been trying to find hosting and domain renewing money.. But as of August if I'm not able to pay the Sites running on hosting and both Kittimedia, and Pinkisl33t. Will be shutting down. I know I don't want to loose Pinkisl33t and know a few porn sites want Kittimedia .. So if i have to sell some major things I'm gonna. 

SO as I was saying " If " I can't find any money to renew the sites will be down, and possible gone for good. (due to kittimedia being Back-ordered by porn distributers)

Sydney Bloom 

A became A SecondLifer. Mostly because there's nothing much else to do in my life. I've been dealing with the issues of personal Nature. I want you all to know I'm not giving up on my arts, and I'm still Painting. Looking forward to this Summer, and the Posibilities of Going so many places. I'm trying to find money, and not be a Burden on anyone. I just talked to my old friend tonight about toronto. Sadly It's not on the Plate. I really don't know If i should believe it was ever really there. Not that I'll not be there some day, but that My friend is certain about being a room-mate. I also don't know how i could have worked without all the money I'd need just to start out in another country. I Miss having friends, and the One i've had here has been Great, but one meal doesn't last you that long if you know what i mean. I had a Visitor the other week, and Really hope it makes me feel better in the long term. I think this is going to be a Very big Tugg-of-war. Between my family, and my aim in life. I really wish to live alone. I think I would be better for the experience. 

 My Character on SecondLife is a Kitty Kat. I don't think you'ld even know by seeing her. I've really moved away from being the Neko everyone expects a Kitty girl to be. I'm really getting good at building and Coding some things. I've only been Suspended Once for something Really Dumb on someone else's fault. I mean what's a Warning if you stop they warn you then Kick you .. ? Anyways. the Future looks positive for some smaller towns in Kansas, but nobody knows .. I'm aiming to go to the Gulf Shore, and Look for work unless something happily pops-up in my possibilities for the summer. I think the Warm air will do me good. 

In Other news. While things have been going south with Jano and his not really being online much. I've found Ginny is Back to her art. Probley has lots of uploadng to do. I Don't envy the work ahead of her, but I do admire her work sooo Much. Anywho.. Check out her site. www.Kittimedia.com

Much Hugs, and Clear skies to you all.

Sydney 

I've had a Folder on my desktop for the last 350days. It's called My Projects Folder. I've been working on

SecondLife

MKT

Jano's DJ stuff

Farming (planting and managing resources) "this is Real Life"

Youtube

Giggs (not that she's a Project, But) she's On my mind enough to write and Developed arts about and for her 

okay..

Second life hasn't been holding a torch to my life and has been an escape for when my family is so Damned Dramaful for me to make it out my bedroom door let alone outside.

MKT is Mostly a Dead Project Even though I do write my thoughts of what i would do if i was still managing the site. It's been more than a Year Down.. Seems some people love Wasting a Good website with a Single Boring I'll BRB kinda Statement..  (too much drama attached to the topic so moving on)

Jano Is my friend from Singapore . He's Been Mixing, and Dj'ing on SecondLife. till I prompted him to develope a Myspace Music Account. and I'm responcible for the way it looks, and How the Music and Intro's got uploaded to the public venue.

Farming... Well it's Kinda self explainatory. I'm working on becoming a Greenthumb instead of my Greythumb.. So I've helped in the Insistancy of Planting Potatos this Spring, and I've been planting sunflowers and Wild Flowers around the Farm to Increse the Cheer, and Pride my family's been missing due to Laziness, and Drama as Has been said before .. It's like a Toxic Cloud here..

Youtube. That's my outstanding Project to Upload something every once in a while. I've also tried Downloading my Original VLOGS I know I'd Delete them all if I could have copies.

Giggs.. She's The closest thing to a Signifigant other I've had since last April. She's not my project Just the content I've developed about, for, and Inspired by her Kind words, and Stern Confidence. *hugs*

That's all for now.. I have a Pic of my Current look in SL for you all to see..